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Dreams

September 11, 2022 No Comments

thoughts on a couple recent dreams, and how they can or cannot help

It’s April Again (Redux)

April 5, 2015 No Comments

I spent most of last year refusing to look at this blog, while it festered away in purgatory, punished for being a low priority. For

Juvenile

December 26, 2013 No Comments

A long long time ago, a girl told me to keep my voice. That was back in January of 2008, when I was writing this.

Insomnia

October 31, 2012 No Comments

Sometimes I can’t sleep at night, I toss and turn, alarm bells and laughter going off in the street. Honking cars in my dreams. I

Gibbering again

September 26, 2012 No Comments

My vision of myself rarely coincides with the vision others have of me. When people think highly of me, I hear the sniveling thief gibber

Before I die

September 7, 2012 No Comments

Factories will have no workers, just a few people making sure the machines are well-oiled Doctors will never touch a knife, only input the data

Pragmatic above all things

May 9, 2012 No Comments

I know a girl named Color who stopped me on the street one day and said, I am different from every other Chinese girl out

Silk Roads and Great Walls

April 7, 2012 6 Comments

What we today call the Chongqing Model and the Guangdong Model are just new names for an ancient struggle. Since the first brick was laid

That cess in yer chest

January 7, 2012 2 Comments

Tell me how to keep the smile on my face when I start every morning hacking like an old revolutionary until lung butter splatters the

A many headed troll at the helm

January 7, 2012 No Comments

Imagine a four-headed know it all troll with a broad streak of arrogance at the helm of the Gray Pearl in the midst of the

Dream within a dream

April 10, 2010 1 Comment

Last night for the first time that I can remember, someone asked me what I was dreaming about in my dream. I was so taken

Farts in the wind

December 4, 2009 2 Comments

I like to categorize my friends, even if those categories only last till the end of my breath and the beginning of an action on

This shit really happens

November 25, 2009 2 Comments

In the Sanctuary in Oakland with my main men Big Scott and Johnny Frizzle. Today we tore the house up to try and find my

Every step of the way

February 17, 2009 4 Comments

I realized something very profound this morning and i am going to try and explain as best i can. it began when i thought about

my achin back

February 1, 2009 3 Comments

So i have to admit. Last night i put 15 pages down, but when i was done i logged in to World of Warcraft and

Aint Nothing Changed

July 23, 2008 2 Comments

Things is hectic in this piece … for real. after the K’ming bombings the government made a few changes to security that are putting a

The death of traditions

July 8, 2008 No Comments

It is so hot and humid in Chengdu right now that my brain is bathing in its own liquid, humming strange tunes to itself and

Might as well face it

June 15, 2008 2 Comments

“Everything is proceeding as I have foreseen it …” I always loved that line. So much power and confidence. A calm declaration laced with pride.

holla at me

May 10, 2008 4 Comments

does anyone out there work with alternative fuels/renewable energy on a large scale — research, investment, development, promotion over breakfast at the sunny side up

Xenophobia

May 9, 2008 1 Comment

China is really making it hard for the foreigners these days. All visas are a big pain in the ass — my main man in

naturally

January 7, 2008 1 Comment

last night i spent most of my time dreaming i was a stand up comedian. the audience was overwhelmingly black and i was in georgia.

i am that i am

January 7, 2008 No Comments

reading foucalt’s pendulum has been a three month odyssey through umberto eco’s dream library. i finally fell into the pace of the book, now, near

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