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The Dreamer and the Rebel

When I look at my sons, I feel as if the complexities of my soul have been sundered into two separate facets and placed within

Foreign Men, Represent

If I were single and still in the Game, I would hold myself and all others to an oath of silence on the sociological phenomenon

Merry Christmas from the Family

Here are some recent pics of my two boys, Stinky and Plumpy. For family and friends 😉 Love, Sascha Yushi Dorian Damian  

The Future is now

While avoiding the drudge work at Ctrip, I stumbled across the theory of neoteny in evolution. Neoteny is when infant features appear in adults ie

Raihan was right

When my man Raihan heard I was having  baby, he wrote me a message that went basically: “When you feel the rage and are about

Poo issues

All last night i pooped out water and wandered between dream states with these lines from J-Dilla’s Jungle Love going through my head over and

Laoba and Dorian

My father in law left last night and I have a feeling it will be a very long time until we see each other again.

Another Son

Two boys now, depending on me to show them the way. For at least half their lives willingly and then for another 1/4 or so

Dorian’s First Birthday

Lil Dorian turned one on February 8th and we went to our old stomping gronds in San Sheng Xiang to celebrate with good friends. The

Visa Issues

I made a very big mistake and assumed that I could re-new Dorian’s visa in Germany. His visa expired while we were in Germany for

Mixed Blood Prince

I wrote another small essay about raising children in China, specifically about mixed-blood babies and how they are treated here and what they can expect.

Commando Style

Here is a post I wrote about the Big Bus Tour in Shanghai. The interview kinda goes into the exciting way things can get done

Ain’t got no Game

Sascha ain’t got no game. Today is a beautiful day. the tree in my backyard is drooping leaves down into my face and the sun

Whatcha Learn

You know my family always used to make fun of my dad cuz he had like one or two homies. and even those guys he

A Full Month: Smooches and Poo

I have absolutely no time to write anything. Little Man turned one month today and here is what’s been happenin: He empties breasts like they

Beginning to feel the 安

安 means peace and is represented by a woman under a roof. I always figured this character was a bit patriarchal … but now that

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